I hate it whenever I walk the path under the mrt tracks in the late morning because I always end up having rashes! Today it just got worse, because not only it’s all over my legs, but this time my hands were full of rashes too. Super itchy yet I can’t scratch, and I feel like I have some illness or sth. Yet I don’t know what I’m allergic to, the air?
Studying was productive just now even though I only started at around 1pm but managed to do math, chem, a bit of gp and lit! So scared for gp btw, my worst subject, and sth that I’m prone to failing because compre is always a killer to me. Working a lot on my content now and hopefully I can secure a pass, which is good enough already!
First paper, Math, on Tues, and it’s kinda weird cos I’m quite eager to see how the paper’s gonna be like for all the subjects, yet I’m nervous as well.
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Life can be seen as monotonous now, there’s nothing interesting going on at this moment! The only thing going on these few weeks is studying, and more of studying. Well, and much slacking too. Short attention span results in lack of concentration, and I have this habit of changing between subjects and prelim papers every 15 to 30 minutes, or rather, after every few questions. Been focusing on only two subjects almost everyday and I think it’s time to start on the other three subjects before it’s too late!
Slacked quite a bit, loads of break was taken and there was even time to watch Julie And Julie, an excuse we gave ourselves because of the supposedly hot weather, and the movie ain’t bad at all, with the cooking which made me wanna cook for myself soon. Caught 500 days of summer too, and Summer’s pretty!
13 days to A levels, this is crazy. It’s nearing, yet it’s ending.
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The highlight of the last day of school was taking photos and playing with light sticks.
Had class dinner at cck park at night! Good food good food, not forgetting great company!
These are the days of your life
And don’t let them pass you by
Cause you never know when you might take your last breath
And so take a deep one tonight
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The best love is the kind that weakens the soul, that makes us reach for more, that plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever.
- The Notebook
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Give me all your fear, Throw it all away.
and think about the good things, no matter what they say,
we’ll take tomorrow baby, yeah, one day at a time.
33 more days to A levels! So fast, it’s almost exactly a month from now. All prelims results are back, some were okay, some were not, but it doesn’t really matter because the exams in a month’s time is what matters the most! Found my motivation to study already, and I’m trying to prevent myself from coming online! Worse still, macbook is back and I’m so happy, but I have to resist the temptation to use. Soon soon, it will all be over.
Lack of proper updates now. Goodbye.
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Minah Day
Had Hari Raya Visiting on Monday, which was a marking day, and we went over to 5 houses on that day, with Fadhli as our driver for the day! Sooo, in the morning, we headed over to Farah’s house where we had to change into the outfit and we were treated with lovely chicken wings and sambal prawns! Damn good you know!
Then we went over to Kamilah’s house!
And then we went over to Natasha’s house where her mum cooked curry for us, and Spencer was a pig because he kept eating and eating and I think he finished the whole thing!
Second last place was Fadhli’s house, and his house is huge! The guys played xbox while we girls camwhored since we had nothing to do! Self-timer is the bombxzxzxz.
Went over to Marine Parade where Asyraft stayed and the cats totally freaked me out that I had to sit still in hope that I wont get to face the cat. However, turned out that the two cats that Asyraft had were afraid of us because we kept screaming when it was near us. All of us girls were afraid btw, and I had a bad time there because I had to aware of the surroundings all the time. Rachel was there baking with Asyraft and ate up almost all the honeystars thingy that they baked because it was good! Left around 5 and we went over to Island Cremery at Bukit timah before going home.
The weather was super hot that day and I was perspiring like mad because it was quite stuffy wearing the clothes. Nevertheless, it was the last outing that we’re gonna have a levels! Good break though.
Okay, lesser photos due to time constraint because I have 15 mins to get out of the house from now.
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40 more days. Today I finally felt scared because prelim results are back and ain’t good, big decline from midyears. Im finally starting to panic, is it a bit too late? I wanna do well, and meet my own expectations for a levels, I dont need straight A’s (but I dont mind), I just need to achieve my aim. Gonna work hard already, had a long break since math paper on fri, and this is the final battle so must focus and work doubly hard!
Had a damn productive study session at yew tee bk today, totally didnt realise that I studied for about 6 hours plus straight, switching between math and chem. If it can be this productive while studying econs, it would be great, econs econs, let me understand you and get a C for a levels okay? I will try to understand you everyday I promise.
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Have you ever wanted to ask a question, but you didn’t, because you knew in your heart that you wouldn’t be able to handle the answer?
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You’ve got to get up every morning with a smile on your face
And show the world all the love in your heart
Then people gonna treat you better
You’re gonna find, yes you will
That you’re beautiful as you feel.
Exams were over this morning, but it didn’t exactly feel like it was over. Everyone was happily smiling and stuff, but I was just stoning in the hall after they collected the papers. Math was terrible, I couldn’t prove anything and the stat answers looked damn weird to me. Did until question 7 and I just decided to count my marks because I almost wanted to give up the whole paper already.
Had lunch at all time favourite kfc and I immediately came home and watched a movie. Tempted to watch Gossip Girl but I’ll resist the temptation to after A levels. Suddenly realised that I was kinda drowsy and took my temperature, only to find out that I’m having fever again after a month. Luckily after napping for a short while, it kind of subsided a little, and I’m not drowsy anymore. :)
Yesterday was filled with ambivalence. Disappointment ahhh.
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Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real, when you woke up you didn’t know what to believe? What would you do if what you thought was true wasn’t? And what you thought wasn’t true was?
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